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Frailty, Thy Name Is… - [闲日碎语]
2007-10-14
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Frailty, I never expect you to seize me. Bound to love’s captivity, I lose myself in the worthlessness, yet I aspire to that. When I devote my love to someone, yet I receive no love from her, it is a great torture; I spend all my concerns, my cares on her, and she totally gives no damn about it. Never have I suspected love’s eternity, but presently, in my rationality, I should give it a consideration. Truly, when I was reading Romeo and Juliet, I was deeply moved and touched. Against such gloomy reality, I feel sympathy in the ideal of that purest feeling, although they seem so unconvincing, so childish. Like Romeo, I have but once directed my puberty impulse to some girl or some girls, but ever since I met you, my darling, I have confirmed myself that this is gonna last. Within my scope of knowledge, too many cases prove to be failures, no matter how promising they used to seem. Six years, a quarter of my life! I sail like a boat in the roaring ocean, for so many times, almost sinking to the fathomless bottom. Every time-mark it, every time-I struggled my way up and moved on. Did you say the distance is widening? The thing to do is not concede but try hard to diminish. Did you say you have changed? In my dreams, numerous enough, I did witness your changing, and I said, okay, I am gonna take it. I am always listening. You say I don’t understand a single word you utter? No, I do, for some, and I listen, for I think that is best for you. I do, for my own sincerity, taken you as bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh. It’s true, it’s so goddamn true! From the mirror of your eyes, however, I don’t see such conveyance of tenderness. For every fall of yours, I try to offer a support, I wipe your weeping off your cheeks, I comfort you-and I take it as great happiness that I help you out. No, you are not like this, at least before these terrible months. You still have some concerns for me, you still take me as part of you, and part of yours. Now, a point. A mere point! I find myself of no conspicuous significance to you. I message you-no reply. I call you-no answering. You have good reasons, always good reasons for all that. You have to stay with your friends, with your colleagues, and for that, I raise no objection. It’s not that you have no time to be with me; it’s that you don’t feel like to. Just don’t feel like to. You used to be so considerate; and you were such a great master of those simple sweet words! Dull and plain you now become. Indeed, as you put it, you take it for granted. Sometimes I think, sometimes you, giving me a treatment like a toy. When you need to love me, you love; when no longer, you withdraw it. I could have imagined a world without you. Yet, I have had so many options-I just didn’t give them a damn! Oh my ladyship, I beseech thee, whether thou lovest me or not, and you said, let’s think about it. Let’s think about it! Without any hesitation you give no prompt reply. For so many times, I surrendered on the brink of departure, for I do cherish it so much. But this time, after a deepest cry of heart, I should say, let’s be rational. Let’s settle it once and for all. I do not want to regret. I do realize that, for a certain period of time, no girls seem to enchant me. But I cannot forget you. No, I can’t. I don’t wanna be lonely, yet solitude finds me his best companion. I will not follow Romeo’s way; I will not resort to death, although frail am I. Never have I seem a man so frail as I. I love to be loved by you.
Giant Woo
2007-10-14
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It really sounds like the monologue of Dorian~~~
i do sincerely wish you will stay the romantic and perpetual love with your honey and never see this happen! when you experience it in person, the structure of your soul will completely break apart!
又楼下发言得出，
原来如此。
唉~~不要这么惆怅~翻过大山，又是新希望~~~
and i don't know which brother or sister u r hers